I’m the producer of many voices, strange body movements, and fake scenarios in my head that result in real anxiety. I use writing as a means to extract the turbulence in my brain and relieve the pressure it creates in my chest. I’m a chronic nail-biter, over-thinker, and I do not like drains.
March 7, 2025
I seem to be going through another transformation as I prepare to begin a new life this summer. I’ve been struggling, I am sure of that. Even as I conquer my obstacles successfully, the cost has been a toll on my mental and emotional well-being, as well as on my relationship with my wife and…
Welcome to 2025… some quotes
“Just because you learned to sit still doesn’t mean you’re supposed to.” “If what you’re doing isn’t working, don’t do the same thing HARDER.” I have a lot going on in life right now, ya’ll. We are selling our house and moving from out of the US Bible Belt (GA) to the land of lakes…
mind·fuck
/ˈmīndˌfək/ VULGAR SLANG noun noun: mind fuck Read this post first to better understand the one below. Yesterday was kind of rough. I went to sleep the night before, already feeling very anxious and uneasy. Why, you might ask? Well, a few months ago, I was invited to my friend’s graduation ceremony party. At this party,…
Soon, the month of May will be upon us.
I have mixed emotions as I write this post. My trans community members are still being targeted- more so in this year than any other to date. People of color are still being murdered. At the same time, I am the happiest I have ever been within myself, body and mind, and within my professional…
The Anxious Lesbian 